Friday, February 6, 2009

I've finally come to a realization ...

Well it was NEVER a permanent job with McDonalds ... but these past two weeks have pretty much made up my mind here ...!!!

Well i ve decided i need to get a new job soon . Cannot do the heavy lifting anymore .. its going to cripple me with this bloody knee !! :p But its a good realization ... something needs to be done and soon !!
The said knee was injured last year ... i fell on the ice ... and then it got infected for over a month!!!

Since then it has been on and off with aching ... some days much better then others . Well its been a long time since i ve had serious probs with it but last couple weeks have been bad !!! Then two days ago i lifted heavy boxes at work and i felt sick to my stomach as well as my knee was KILLING me !! Dr told me I cannot heavy lift or pull or push anymore ... Pretty much eliminates half of my job there !!!!

So i m going to be considering my options here .. watch this space !!!

Monday, February 2, 2009

Trying to stay more postive!!!

I've been fighting a horrible case of the 'blues' lately ... And this stupid knee I hurt a year ago isn't helping .. Ya this time last year I could BARELY walk because my knee was infected ... and it ended up me not working for 0ver a month !!!

Well a few lovely friends on Facebook and Myspace reminded me over the past week that I am loved ... to try to keep smiling .. !! And I am .. but it's still a bit of a battle .. the sad feeling is overwealming for me at times so I'm taking it day by day !!

I also think its my worry over my husband with his shoulder after he's had it operated on a month ago.

Spending time with my family .. and putting on some of my fav music has helped at least temporarily .. I just have to get through this ... and only time will help with that !!

Well everyone who knows me .. my fav band is Level 42 ... I am planning a trip out to the UK for late next year to see them play live .. with today's lineup quite a bit different then what it started out with .. I am still in love with the music today .. I think it's planning this out and looking forward to it that's carrying me on through this hard time right now . Ok I know I'm nuts but whatever works lol!!!

You will notice when you open this blog that you will hear some music being played on a music player .. all Level 42 hits :) ... !!

This is a piece of the music that keeps me sane right now :( if all goes as planned that will be me at one of these gigs !! This vid is from the Oct 2008 tour ...and my fav alltime Level 42 song being played - just turn off player at right before you listen lol!!)